It was a Friday afternoon… I thought I just can’t stand it… My next class was Literature 1 and I was waiting for 4pm to come, together with a couple of my friends… Teasing each other can’t be avoided, right? It’s always part of a relationship… Anyway, I thought that yeah, these are just teasing… they’re not real… but, everytime they tease me, I got offended… it hurt so much… Well, I just pretended I was okay… Then the time came when I can’t take it anymore… It’s too much… It was maybe 15 minutes before 4pm… And I started to act weird… I only talked to some of my friends in the Lit period… They tried to call me but I just ignored them… I don’t want to talk to them anymore… I had this feeling that if I talk, I will burst to tears… Our last class ended and I want to go home… They tried to tease again so I walked away and tried to go home by myself… But then, one of my friends approached me and ask me to go home with her. I declined at first but she insisted. Anyway, she was the one who understood everything… She wanted to talk about it but then, my tears started to fall… I can’t talk about it… I said it’s just fine… My other friend went with us and I didn’t even tried to talk to her… And then I arrived home, thinking and thinking of the things that happened to me… I talked to my sister and as expected, she really understood me… I was contemplating the friendship I have with my college friends… Did I choose the right friends?  Why do they have to tease me whenever I want to go to class early? Why do they have to tease me with our teacher? Why do they have to describe me as "brutal"? Why everytime we sit, nobody wants to sit beside me for I was "brutal"? Why do they have to tease me with my expressions? I just can’t take it anymore… I’m really pissed off… To those who don’t know me, I don’t like to hide grudges… I want everything to be okay especially with my friends… My priorities are my studies that’s why I do my best in my subjects and coming to class early is a good example… I don’t want to waste the money my family paid for my tuition… I really hate people who ask too much favors… Anyway, to those who read this, I hope you’ll understand my situation… To my friends, I hope everything will be fine… Hope you’ll now see who I really am… That I can be very sensitive under uncontrollable circumstances… But I know God will guide me always and there’s always a reason for everything… Maybe this is just a test… That’s all I can say… Hope you can accept me for who I am…

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Yesterday evening, my friend Gib-Gib(a highschool classmate) celebrated her 18th birthday… I should have enjoyed the night… Well, at first, I was happy but suddenly, I received a text message from Lovely, a college classmste, saying that my clearance has not been completed because I lack a lab report in my Physics Laboratory subject… I’m 100% sure that I passed all the lab reports and I wouldn’t dare to miss one… Well, after I received that message, I wasn’t in the mood of the party anymore… I wanted to go home… I hated our prof… I can’t think of any reason why any of my papers will be lost… I don’t know… I thought my Physics will have a grade of INC… I cannot take it… I went home early from the party and my parents was shocked to see me went home on that time… They asked me if there was no disco or something but I just said that I just want to go home… So, a while ago, I went to school to check my clearance and it was not really complete together with some of my friends’… We let our clearance be signed again by our Physics instructor and he just signed it immediately without questions… Was that all??? I thought there was something wrong with my lab reports??? But then, we didn’t ask questions anymore. We completed our clearance and got our classcards and the print out of our grades this day… Then, I saw that My Physics lab was not INC but something really big. It’s not possible that I lack a lab report with that grade…Thank God everything was okay… Now, I was really curious why at first our clearance was not completed… Well, I hope my question will be answered soon…^_^

hi everyone…

Yesterday, my Aunt and her family, who just arrived from US, decided to have an island hopping together with us, her relatives, in the islands of Mactan and Cordova… And, as expected, I was really excited… I was thankful the weather was good… And off went and traveled the Cebu seas… We ate our lunch and there were too many food and I really ate as much as I can… Then we arrived on the first island… I forgot the name of the island…it was something like "Pangandun"? Anyway, we swam near the seashore and suddenly, a man approached us and said that there is a fee of P100 per head for those people who will swim in that place…Hey, as I have known, no one owns the sea… But the man said that in the other part of the island, there is no fee… So we transferred in that part and continued our swimming there… After that, we decided to go to Hilutungan island and see the fish sanctuary. But in the middle of the travel, the engine of the pumpboat suddenly busted and there was smoke all around… To our fear that the pumpboat will crash, we immediately grabbed some life jackets… But it was a relief it didn’t…but then, we were stranded in that part of the sea!!! We waited for another pumpboat that will be willing to help us and maybe it was after two hours or more that a pumpboat passed us and helped us return… We were really thankful… And we return home safely… And then I realized, hey, we went to one island only!!! Truly, "an island" hopping…hahaha. I wasn’t able to see the fish sanctuary and the other islands… But anyway, the important thing is we returned safe back home…^_^

I was suppose to post this yesterday but  I got a little busy…Why yesterday? Well, it’s because this happened the dawn of yesterday… I had a very horrible dream…All I remember in my dream was I was with my friend Lovely and another friend(a highschool friend, better not mention his name, he may get the wrong idea^_^)…We were walking and I was wearing my highschool uniform…I don’t know why…I’m in college right now…Anyway, I think we were searching for a shortcut, I’m not really sure where we were heading…but the place was just in our neighborhood…We tried to climb some fences to get to the opposite side and then it began to rain…Raining so hard that Lovely and I entered the house in the opposite to cover ourselves… I don’t know what happened to my other friend but he was the one who brought my bag before I climbed the fences…And then, I started to feel scared…because I saw a woman, wearing a sleeping gown… She was carrying someting but I can’t see it clearly…She was climbing the stairs of the house…Before I saw that woman, Lovely and I opened some doors to get us out of the house if ever the rain stops and we were sure that those doors were open… But then I got nervous and tried to open the doors again and all of a sudden, the doors were locked… My heart was beating so fast… Oh my God, we were trapped!!! And suddenly, the woman I saw a while ago appeared and guess what, I saw clearly now what she was carrying…She was carrying a big scissors(the one with bottle opener)… And then without hesitation, she directed the scissors to me!!!! I was freaking!!!! And then I screamed "Everyone, HELP!!!" then suddenly, I woke up… My sister woke me up… She said I was having a bad dream because I was talking in my sleep… Good thing I have sister in my side…If it wasn’t for her, I don’t know what would happen to me… Anyway, I know God was there and He was the one who made a way for me to wake up… Maybe I had that nightmare because I forgot to pray that night but see how God loves me, He still guards me in my sleep… Well, the lesson I learned, never forget God… Well, that was all about my scary nightmare… God will always bless, guide, and guard us… I’m really thankful to God for always being there for me… Love you Lord!!!^_^

konnichiwa…

it’s been a long time since i wrote in  my blog… well, just to let you know what’s happening with my life…since it’s already sembreak, i always surf the internet…watching anime and editing my friendster…well, maybe i just can’t live without computer this time…i’m happy that i can already chat with my friends in yahoo especially my friends from afar (or a friend cause there is only one). keeping in touch with my friends gives happiness and contentment to me…i just want to have a rest after my very challenging and demanding first semester of my second year in Computer Science…imagine, i was taking majors: Calculus, Java, Discrete Math, and Physics…PE was the only GE…i hope that everything i have done and all the effort i exerted will be paid off…anyway, i know i’m talking too much of studies but seriously, i really take my studies as my priority now…two years from now are fast approaching…we can’t just notice it…anyway, to my loyal friends out there, don’t hesitate to contact or communicate with me…i’ll gladly appreciate it if you call, text, or chat with me…i really miss you guys…well, i think this ends here…till my next post…God bless us always!!!^_^

Chrisma Joyce Endrina

A trustee is held to something stricter than the morals of the market place. Not honesty alone, but the punctilio of an honor the most sensitive, is then the standard of behavior.

Being the SSC Secretary, one of the leaders of the school’s Student Body, it would not be surprising to know that Chrisma might be the most honest student within the campus. But there’s one thing that everybody should note. She isn’t honest just because she was elected as secretary. Rather, she was elected as secretary because of her honesty. She considers this not merely as an office, but as a responsibility.

In the duration of four years, she has learned and become a lot of things. In the beginning, her voice was hardly heard. But she grew her shyness out and soon learned to speak out for what she believes is right. Becoming a strong and independent individual must be the greatest achievement she has gained for herself.

Chrisma was born with a pencil in her hand. Sketches are something she does real good and she does it best with Japanese animé. She might even pursue a career as an animator.

J.K. Rowling and Danielle Steel may be on the opposite ends of the book business but Chrisma makes both extremes meet. Alicia Keys is the only siren who can caress her eardrums and Linkin Park can transform her from a conservative girl to a jamming rock star, singing along as if she were the vocals herself.

Her family is her strongest foundation and they never fail to give her the support that she needs. Grateful is the only thing she could be.

hi everyone!

I hope you will enjoy browsing in my blog especially the photos…I really value each of that pic…I hope you will appreciate more of what I am and who I am by visiting my account…Thanks for the friendship…I hope the best for all of you…God bless us always…^_^