It was a Friday afternoon… I thought I just can’t stand it… My next class was Literature 1 and I was waiting for 4pm to come, together with a couple of my friends… Teasing each other can’t be avoided, right? It’s always part of a relationship… Anyway, I thought that yeah, these are just teasing… they’re not real… but, everytime they tease me, I got offended… it hurt so much… Well, I just pretended I was okay… Then the time came when I can’t take it anymore… It’s too much… It was maybe 15 minutes before 4pm… And I started to act weird… I only talked to some of my friends in the Lit period… They tried to call me but I just ignored them… I don’t want to talk to them anymore… I had this feeling that if I talk, I will burst to tears… Our last class ended and I want to go home… They tried to tease again so I walked away and tried to go home by myself… But then, one of my friends approached me and ask me to go home with her. I declined at first but she insisted. Anyway, she was the one who understood everything… She wanted to talk about it but then, my tears started to fall… I can’t talk about it… I said it’s just fine… My other friend went with us and I didn’t even tried to talk to her… And then I arrived home, thinking and thinking of the things that happened to me… I talked to my sister and as expected, she really understood me… I was contemplating the friendship I have with my college friends… Did I choose the right friends?  Why do they have to tease me whenever I want to go to class early? Why do they have to tease me with our teacher? Why do they have to describe me as "brutal"? Why everytime we sit, nobody wants to sit beside me for I was "brutal"? Why do they have to tease me with my expressions? I just can’t take it anymore… I’m really pissed off… To those who don’t know me, I don’t like to hide grudges… I want everything to be okay especially with my friends… My priorities are my studies that’s why I do my best in my subjects and coming to class early is a good example… I don’t want to waste the money my family paid for my tuition… I really hate people who ask too much favors… Anyway, to those who read this, I hope you’ll understand my situation… To my friends, I hope everything will be fine… Hope you’ll now see who I really am… That I can be very sensitive under uncontrollable circumstances… But I know God will guide me always and there’s always a reason for everything… Maybe this is just a test… That’s all I can say… Hope you can accept me for who I am…